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All the ladies if you feel me, help me sing it now...

I can't believe I believed
Everything we had would last
So young and naive for me to think
She was from your past
Silly of me to dream of
One day having your kids

Love is so blind
It feels right when it's wrong

I can't believe I fell for four years
And I'm smarter than that
So young and naive to believe that with me
You're a changed man
Foolish of me to compete
When you cheat with loose women
It took me some time but now I moved on

Cuz I realized I got

Me myself and I
That's all I got in the end
That's what I found out
And it ain't no need to cry
I took a vow that from now on
I'm gonna be my own best friend

Me myself and I
That's all I got in the end
That's what I found out
And it ain't no need to cry
I took a vow that from now on
I'm gonna be my own best friend

So controlling , you said that you love me
But you don't
Your family told me one day
I would see it on my own
Next thing I know I'm dealing
With your three kids and my home

I've been so blind
It feels right when it's wrong

Now that it's over
Stop calling me
Come pick up your clothes
No need to front like you're still with me
All your homies know
Even your very best friend
Tried to warn me on the low
It took me some time
But now I am strong

Because I realized I got

Me myself and I
That's all I got in the end
That's what I found out
And it ain't no need to cry
I took a vow that from now on
I'm gonna be my own best friend

Me myself and I
That's all I got in the end
That's what I found out
And it ain't no need to cry
I took a vow that from now on
I'm gonna be my own best friend

Me myself and I
I know that I will never disappoint myself
All the ladies if you feel me
Help me sing it now
Ya, you hurt me
But I learned a lot along the way
After all the rain
You'll see the sun come out again

I know that I will never disappoint myself


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Sep 13, 2004
OPEN


I will be more because I am gay and I am not the only one. I buried
long ago that young man who despised himself. That baby has now turned
into a fairy, a beautiful fairy who wills to be free..."


Posted at 12:37 am by maurice_23
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Aug 5, 2004
The Beginning

"Men are like gum anyway, after you chew they lose their flavor."


This will be my first official entry (Yeheyy!! At last I have an entry). Honestly I’m really new at this, I mean.. I dont know if I need to write about my interest or about my life ? And besides I’m not good in writing. Im not into journals or diaries because i find it boring..(Now your getting to know more about me!!!). Maybe because Im so busy with my work and some other stuff. I remember the last time I have a journal, I think I was in college or sometin'.

Well the journal that I used to have is like my gateway that separates fantasy and reality. I really don’t know the reason why I start writing journals in the first place. I still read my old journal once in a while (I call it my "Black Notebook") and its kinda nice to look back and realize all the awful things that you done in your life. Well at least, when I try to reminisce about my past I can say that its worth it, even if I made some wrong choices in my life I can still say that I’m blessed. 

Enough of the mushy part . Today was quite busy for me. I woke up feeling happy since it's my rest day tomorrow. I was feeling inspired since I saw my guy last night. It's kindda weird because everytime I'm with someone new I feel really uneasy with myself...You know that highschool "KILIG" thing. I think its so immature and some people might  be turn off  by this. Anyway on my way to work.. I was on my way up to the office I saw this cute guy in the elevator.  I always see him and  I know that he is gay. Funny because I have this thing about observing people specially in the elevator. I have notice that if you look at guys and if they look back a you ( WITH THE CHECK THIS OUT LOOK) he is definite gay or a POTENTIAL. Some people might disagree with me but this is my observation. 

I was doin my usually routine when I decided to check my guys profile in a "GET TO KNOW MORE FRIENDS" website (I dunno how you call it...) when i saw his very unusual picture. I really dont know what i felt. It was like "WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU THINKING???" feeling.  I know its bad but it made me think twice about him. I really dont know if i have to go with the freaking flow or what.. I'm still confused with what I should do...Sometimes i feel more insecure with myself.

Hayyyy!! Still nice to know that I have "GOOD FRIENDS" to help me forget whatever problems I have right now. I just want to rest tomorrow.  I'm planning to watch the dvds that bought last Sunday. I guess Im goin home think about this..  



 


 


 

 



Posted at 08:43 am by maurice_23
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